But I Feel Celestial

My name is Jess. 22 years old. (Yes, that is me in my banner, I model for my photographer friends) I'm an art student. I love cats. I listen to a lot of indie music.I live in Pennsylvania, I've been vegetarian by choice since I was 4. I aspire to be a domestic goddess/ artist. This blog consists of anything I find appealing, funny, whatever I feel like. I have Lyme Disease, Feel free to ask me questions :) Peace & Love, Jess Also check out my Vegan recipe blog http://diaryofagfvegan.tumblr.com Jess Deegan
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  • this has been on my mind for a while. 

    Why is everyone so obsessed with why I’m single, or why any supposedly “pretty” girl is single? Honestly, I’m picky, very picky. I am also sick, I have fibromyalgia and I’m a bit crazy. Some would say I can’t afford to be picky because of that, but I’m not going to go out with a guy I don’t like just because someone I actually like might not ever come along. I really like someone, but he isn’t interested in me and I understand that. So it comes down to this, maybe this will answer your question… I am single because I choose not to settle. I may seem really eager to find a boyfriend but really, who isn’t? Who doesn’t want someone to love and spend time with? I’m fine alone but I would so much rather be in a relationship. I’ve had such shitty relationships and breakups it’s almost laughable that I would want to try again. But I can’t give up. Some day, someone out there is going to love me as much as I love them. My patience isn’t all that great. I’m working on it. 

    “ Please know there are much better things in life than being lonely or liked or bitter or mean or self-conscious.
    We are all full of shit.
    Go love someone just because, I know your heart may be badly bruised, or even the victim of numerous knifings, but it will always heal, even if you don’t want it to; it keeps going. There are the most fantastic, beautiful things and people out there, I promise.
    It is up to you to find them. ”

    —    Chuck Palahniuk   (via moonsulk)

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